急求英文翻译：【不敢停下脚步，害怕独自面对回忆和空气，然后让难过趁虚而入。可是我走累了，好想停下来

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急求英文翻译：【不敢停下脚步，害怕独自面对回忆和空气，然后让难过趁虚而入。可是我走累了，好想停下来休息，但一停就停在过去（陷进回忆里）那么久了，你已经走了那么远了，为什么我还在原地？我到底怎么样才能真正的开始新的生活？怎么才能向前走？我想开始新的生活，没有你的美好生活】不要用翻译工具，不要存在语法错误，非常感谢

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not being willing to cease my pace, i am daunted to encounter recall and the dreadful air that haunted me and then leave a way for sorrow to slip into my mind state. But i am grueling and wistful to have a rest which will stick me into the recall. You have gone a mile away but why am i still wandering at the same place? How could it be possible for me to initiate a brand new era of a true life? How to move on on this road of life? I've been yearning for a novel start. May the start be without you...... 好文艺-。- 我尝试压词